its the same fucking story. I know what the hell he’s doing. I know she knows what she’s doing. I’ll text you when I’m done picking my dad up. is a bunch of bullshit i know that he’s with her i know that i know that i know. but why do i choose to shed tears over a boy not worth it. oh you know because I’m a fucking idiot. you know I’m tired of being alone. everyone needs somebody to love them. and I’m fucking tired of waiting around. i try not to wait but guess what it always ends up being the same fucking story. Life sucks and I’m over it. everything is going exactly where i don’t want it to and I’m perfectly unokay with that. I’m digging myself in holes i can’t get out of and i don’t know why. its like an overplayed movie and i know i want out. now I’m ready to hear his lies and of how he probably fell asleep or some bullshit like that. why give him a chance when i know the truth right?